| soooooooooooo my life effin sucks right now. one minute i want him and the next minute i want to punch him in the face.
when i say i dont want to hang out and stuff.
I dont want to fucking hangout.
got it?
evidently not.
i miss you.
but you annoy me to much.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
why the fuck does life suck
and why the fuck does my friends suck.
fucking ditch me for other people
you have a hidden agenda that only you know about
and it pisses me the fuck off.
fuck my life |
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| courtney darnes
&
jessica jennings. |
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| I need him more than ever right now.
and it just feels like hes abandoning me.
I want him there to comfort me and to hold my hand
and to hold me when I cry and tell me how much he loves me.
But it seems like hes being pushed away. I'm at my worst and I need my rock. |
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| my boyfriend is out of town. and i miss him more than anything right now. i just wish i could give him the biggest hug ever and cuddle with him and ahh....i need him. I didnt know it was going to suck this bad. when he left i was thinking WOOOHHOOOOO i'm going to go have fun and party party party. but i dont even want to do any of that because im so sad that i dont have him. =\ Any doubt i had, is gone. I love him. And i always will. well atleast the rest of my week is filled with working tues&wed, late arrival&gym class heroes that night, then friday hopefully going out to do something, and saturday i work and have PRIDE, then on Sunday my sweetie comes back and i get to cuddle with him.<33 1 year is in 10 days. |
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| i love nick. thats basically it. but in the end...i dont know what i want yet.
but i do want him to be apart of it. senior year. ahhh.... |
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